Daesung lookalike!

I effing WISH I had a camera now. I'm at my local McDonald's and this guy came in looking EXACTLY like Daesung. Even the built of his body (although Daesung looks more buff ^^) and the colour/style of his hair is the same!!!

Owh Good Lord, please let a G-Dragon, Taeyang or TOP lookalike come through this door too. Amen.

You're my Heartbreaker

Debut stage of GD's first single. I have to keep myself from grinning like a fool looking at the screen. I love the fact that he performed "Breathe" too! His cheeky grins made me melt~ You know I'm gonna download this in effing HQ.

Just Because I Can Xp

G-DRAGON - Heartbreaker

Edit:

Aaah!! Aaaaaaah!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh~!!!!

I love how he looks here. Yeah, I have a thing for androgynous-eccentric-pale-thin-dead-looking guys *le sigh*

G-dragon's solo album

You guys all know how much I love this boy ^^

He's coming out with his solo album come August 16th (which is incidentally his birthday too) and I have been waiting since last year ever since rumours were flying in the Kpop world about it. Finally!!!!!!!

You can hear previews of his song on Youtube or his Me2day account (a Korean version of Twitter) and OMG!!! I love the song "The Leaders (Wussup)" Its a collabo between him, Teddy from 1TYM (another person I would love to procreate with) and CL (only if I was gay Xp). The song is effing sick!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! I'm super excited!! CL, GD, and Teddy together!!!!! Aaaaaaaaaah!!!

Madness Ensues

Ha ha Yaoi

Ha ha Fanfic

Ha ha Big Bang

Ha ha the whole YG Family

Hahahahahahahahahahahahah

Ha....Ha...... T_T

*thuds*

Fuck.

I need to get myself a job. I cannot believe I've been reduced to this.

Why GD? Why??!

I love you G-Dragon. I would have your babies right this minute if you asked me too. You know I would. But wtf is going on with your hair??! I mean, seriously...what in God's name made you go from hot-badass-half-mohawk-I-totally-want-to-rape-you hair (see below) to that (see above)?? T_T


I couldn't even bear to post a solo pic of you alone with that hair. I had to put TOP in it just so I could look at my own blog and not cringe. Why GD? Whhhhhhyyyyy???

Random Fact(s) #4

Soo I'm bored outta my mind right now. Bleh. Anyhoo, here are just some random facts about moi again (Yes, I know I'm narcissistic but I assume anybody who writes a personal blog for no good cause or money is though).

So here are My Top 3 whatevers ^^ (although none of them are in any particular order)


Top 3 things that made me happy:

Hmmm, I'm gonna repharase this to top 3 things that made me happy this month instead.

1. Seeing the weird guy painted in white with a red bob cut wig and figurines on top of his head while wearing a wedding dress backwards at the Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre (KLPAC) Open Day a couple of weeks ago.

2. When I bought THE perfect black dress yesterday which was on sale i.e. dirt cheap! I kid you not. Buying things which I want with a price tag that won't make me feel guilty makes me immensely happy. Its a different feeling than when you buy clothes that are just a reduced amount i.e. from RM 500 to RM 250 but still super expensive for someone who doesn't earn any income. I usually just feel guilty, stupid and cheated after I buy it unless its something I've been keeping my eye on and I've been waiting for the price to go down. Its a whole different story if it was my parents paying for it and they gave it to me as a gift or something. They work (hard) and therefore have the extra money to spend. I empahsize the word "extra" here cos there is no way in hell would they spend that much money on a piece of cloth for me unless they had extra cash coming in from somewhere other than their normal paychecks.

3. I found a store that sells Big Bang stuff right here in KL!! Hell yeah!! Looks like I'm gonna have to starve (and in the process loose weight...hopefully) for the next couple of months to buy me those DVDs >_< I swear Japanese and Korean CDs and DVDs are the most expensive things ever!


Top 3 things that MAKE me happy every.single.freaking.time:

1. Sparkly jewels. I'm not talking about jewellery like bracelets, necklaces or rings but the stones themselves i.e. diamonds, rubies (my favourite), sapphires, emeralds etc. Bring me to a jewellery shop and let me ogle at all the sparkly jewels and I'll be content.

2. New music.

3. Super fast internet.


Top 3 CDs:

At the moment its,

1. Taeyang's Hot mini album.

2. Paramore's Riot

3. Garbage's Absolute Garbage.


Top 3 places/cities/countries I've ever visited and why:

1. Tokyo cos its got lots of weird people, weird shops, weird clothes, weird buildings, weird everything!

2. Prague. Beautiful. Enough said.

3. Every island I've ever been in Malaysia. Ditto on the above answer.


Top 3 things that piss me off the most:

1. Unbehaved children in public. Where are the parents and what are they doing? Seriously, I sometimes wonder whether these people are raring animals or raising children.

2. Waking up in the mornings. I wake up bad tempered. All the time. Everytime. If I smile in the morning, it means I either had a wicked dream or I'm faking it.

3. No internet.


Top 3 things that I want right now:

1. A neck brace.

2. A new (cheap) black cardigan.

3. The Big Bang concert DVDs

or alternatively

1. TOP tied to my bed

2. GDragon to take me out shopping and then he can also join TOP on my bed. But not necessarily with each other in the gay sense of the word.

3. Taeyang there. Here. Anywhere.

4. Apparently a bigger bed now.


Top 3 5 things that attract me to a person (guys and girls):

1. Wit and sarcasm.

2. Looks and demenour (although I get over it pretty quickly if they don't have a personality I like).

3. Confidence (in the appropriate time and place) and street smart (they've got to go hand in hand). Not book smart. I don't give a fuck if you can memorize the fucking encyclopedia and dictionary plus you read the Times. Its how you use what you learn and then apply it in real life which will make me sit up and take notice. Huge difference between those two and arrogance or just plain showing off.

4. I'm on a roll here. Screw the Top 3. I'm attracted to people that have limits and boundaries. They can test their limits but never go beyond it. Don't ask me why. I just like a person who can say "No. I won't do this or I can't do this because I'm not allowed to/its just wrong/its irresponsible." Its different from someone who says they can't do something cos they're too selfish or they're fucking lazy to do it or someone who has no imagination to get something done or achieve their goals.

5. Good table manners.


Top 3 things I regret:

1. I didn't save a cent of my college loan but spent it buying useless things I didn't even need when I could have invested it or saved a quarter of it (and more actually), add it to my savings account and watch it multiply at the end of the year. At least, if I needed extra money, I have it and also I could have used it to pay back the loan instead of relying fully on my (as yet to get) paycheck. I am such a glutton. Why is it that we always brush off what our parents or teachers used to say to us when we were kids till it's too late? I had one that always used to remind the students by saying "bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada, jangan membazir dan janganlah jadi tamak haloba" (translation: appreciate what you have, don't be wasteful and greedy) while my parents keep on telling me to save and live within my means i.e. don't overspend when you know you can't afford it in the first place because they're not gonna be there forever to bail me out when I need help.

2. That I used my hormones and stress (PMS etc.) during my late teens til now as an excuse to laze, be moody and eat to such an extent that it has become a habit (which I'm having trouble shaking off now *sigh*).

3. That I didn't bother to try hard enough in school or university.

*le sigh*

It's All About the Gee's

The year of the Ox has brought me goood cheers. Why do I say this? Cos some heaven sent angel Jae has uploaded the WHOLE of Big Bang's Stand Up concert in Japan on YT. I now get to see the whole perf of the song "It's All About the Gee's" (I posted a fancam of it some months ago here...) which is the SEX! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!



Credits: jaeurazn1live@YT

Edit: Fuck. What the? T_T

I have been cheated!! Cheated I tell you!! GDragon! You're supposed to pull Taeyang's t-shirt up for me to ogle!!! Not just molest his sexshay body!! Molest is good but pulling his shirt up is better!!!!! Dammit!! Why did you not pull it up here?!! I know you pulled it up at the other concert!!! I have proof!! I have pics!! I downloaded a fucking fancam of it!!! Also damn you cameraman!! Why did you not focus on the dance properly. It was hot!! HOT I tell you!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

As a consolation though, Daesung was hot here. I didn't know before cos I haven't seen any fancams of him performing this. But ooooh yeaah, he was hot and sweaty here~ ^^

G-dragon is a genius!

This entry just shows how freakin awesome G-dragon is. It was posted by Kim In Ah's blog on her Minihompy Diary (kinda like the Korean version of Myspace) titled “Kwon Ji Yong – The Young Little Genius”. Btw, Kwon Ji Young is G-dragon's real name. Kim In Ah is a songwriter who has worked with G-dragon on some songs before.

BIG BANG fansite has put up the translated version of it. I'm gonna just gonna post some of the parts that I like. You can read the full interview here.

Forgive the English. I think they translated it literally off the Korean version, but its still quite good. Better than other translated articles I've read before. The italics are the original version and the bold non-italics are me commenting.

Personally, I think if Young Bae (Taeyang) was the person who made an unexpected ‘He had this kind of side to him?’-ish impact after Big Bang’s debut (when she said 'unexpected', you betcha, I mean, how freakin hot was he during his solo?), Ji Yong was the member who, from the beginning, gave the feeling that ‘First off, Big Bang will get big because of him.’

His ‘sense’ [T/A: or good judgement], which I often even wrote about passionately in my diary, is more and more surprising if you view its course, and it has the greatest edge that even I, who have worked with him for a little bit, am proud of.

Yang president (the head of the entertaiment company that Big Bang is under), who detected his ‘sense’ early, would carelessly give Ji Yong a track, regardless of his schedule, and say ‘Make up a melody for this~ so we can sing it tomorrow’ or ‘Write lyrics for this~ Oh yeah, we’re going to record it later tonight,’ making him do things that were near impossible.

When I would enter the recording studio thinking it’s impossible, of course, he would rarely have the lyrics written in advance or something along those lines. (I don't quite get this. Maybe she/he meant he "would already have the lyrics written in advance"?)

He would grumble at Yang president’s difficult requests and would sit lazily almost as if he’s lying down, saying things like ‘Yeh baybee’ and ‘Yo, dis iz show time’ to himself, making raps. Then he would suddenly go in the recording studio and smoothly work things out. The melody lines and raps he produces, while sitting in his many unique positions, are truly artwork. (I think this is my favourite part. I mean, I can actually picture G-dragon doing this).

Especially, in ‘Anystar’’s (Lee Hyo Ri Feat. Lee Jun Ki) case, which sadly wasn’t released formally, it includes Ji Yong’s ‘cooly’ reinterpreted rap that may have even more or less embarrassed Lee Jun Ki if he had heard it in person. He made that on the spot as well, and watching that magnificent rap be made in an instant, I, who have a producer as a husband, almost drooled from desiring him. ㅡㅠㅡ (Lol!! Geeez, I hope the translater was right in translating this cos its making me lmao. Drooled from desiring him...lol!)

His work speed is very fast, and the way he directs people, whether they’re older or younger, without being coldhearted is very marvelous. Seeing what I wrote, it’s almost on a fanfic level (I think he/she meant to say that its very long), but I can’t help it. Even now, every time I see Big Bang come out, I hold onto my husband and compliment Ji Yong, and he gets a bit annoyed. (Girl definately loves GD Xp)

Maybe the only thing he still lacks is the skill of making tracks or accompaniments. However, in today’s trend where a shot of ‘sense’ is more important than a magnificent arrangement, Ji Yong is truly the gem of all gems. If you add track-making skill on top of what he already has, he can become a true musician for not only years from now on but in the long run.

Strangely, Yang president always cared about the way his trainees dressed, and a lot of times I thought ‘Why is that important.’ But, I think I know why now. Strangely, the ‘sense’ in dressing well appears when making music too. ‘Sense’ is not prominent in only one place. Singing well and dancing well can be developed from training to a degree but not ‘sense.’ It is something you’re ‘born with’.(I mainly just got the gist of this...)

Since he (G-dragon) has just cracked out of his eggshell, I look forward to the days he is going to grow more. Even though some composers in this society treat him as ‘a kid who doesn’t compose well,’ the differences in the tracks before Ji Yong’s participation and after his participation are very big. Regardless of what people say, without Ji Yong, there wouldn’t be Big Bang’s hit songs.

– side note : when Koreans use the word ’sense,’ they mean it as something more than ‘common sense.’ Like, thinking above everyone or outside the box or just knowing what to needs to be done but more than just ‘acceptable’.

credit: maman @ bbvipz.com
translation credit: bigbangnyuh

I love the fact that Big Bang actually has a say in everything they do. From their songs, to how they dress etc. Not many mainstream Korean artists do (which I've always thought to be a little bit strange). I guess, its one of the perks of being under the YG Entertainment label...

Fancams

This is why I love fancams.

"Come Be my Lady" GD Fancam at Tokyo Concert (11.01.08)



Credits: BabyBongaholic @ Youtube

Yes, GD came up behind Taeyang and lifted up his top for all those lucky, lucky girls enjoyment (Thank you Shaun Evaristo!). Man, I love the fact that they aren't scared of women Xp

P.S. Shaun Eavristo does cheorography for some of Big Bang's songs. Find out more about him here.

MKMF Awards

**I edited it a BIT**

I'm posting the vids of Big Bang up for you (and me) to spazz over Xp

Gaaaah! I love the collaboration they did with Hyori! It's pretty fantastic on their part cos they all have a major crush on her plus the fact that I've never seen any artist fawn over another artist like how Hyori does with Big Bang. She's their number 1 fan and constantly goes gaga over them every chance she gets! But then again, who wouldn't? Xp



Credits: pocketfulofsmiles @ Youtube

This is the first part of the Scandalous Stage. The beginning is Taeyang's single "Look Only at Me" from his solo album. The camera angles were fucking ridiculous though. The dance is sexy (hence why I've downloaded every single freaking performance of this) and the cameras should of caught it better.

My fav part of this was when GD got down on his knees and kinda stroked Hyori's side when they did "Look Only at Me Part 2", a more pimped out digital single of Taeyang's "Look Only at Me" released by GD. I thought it was super sexy. I love GD. The boy has been producing music for years and I can't believe he just turned 20. Pretty amazing.

For the "Lies" perf, TOP did his infamous finger circling pointing thing when he rapped ^^ I really liked the piano bit from 3:09-3:24 where the camera focused on Hyori's back from left to right. I thought it was a great shot and the remix with the piano made the song sound really sad. Anyways, TOP's kiss wasn't really a kiss, more of a peck then anything else. But at least he got to do it and you could damn well see his smirk of satisfaction before doing it and the big ass smile he gave after doing it ^^

As I've mentioned before, I want to be Hyori during their Haru Haru perf cos she gets to have the boys (that I lust for the most) circling and dancing around her like vultures wanting to eat her up! Dammit!! Eat me!! The only downside I have about the first part of the Scandalous Stage is Hyori's voice. I think it should be a tad pitch lower then what it was.



Credits: pocketfulofsunshine @ Youtube

Seungri's perf of Hyori's U-Go-Girl was my fav part of the whole Special Stage. It was a helluva lot more sexy then the original sassy and fun version which Hyori does. And for that I'm loving it ^^

Daesung sings his trot song "Look at Me Gwisoon". Had me lmao. He can really pull of the greasy, sleezy look really well Xp Just listen to the crowd going nuts when he came out ^^

Note: "Trot" is the genre of Korean folks songs that older Korean people like to listen to. You should check out the trot singer Park Hyun Bin and his single "Shabang Shabang" on YT if you wanna know more about the genre. It's pretty cracktastic.

The last bit was GD and Kush's (Kush is from Stony Skunk, a reggae hip-hop group under the same label as Big Bang) rocked out version of Hyori's famous "1o Minutes" single with new lyrics. TOP's flow was sick here (as always =D ) and I really love GD at 3:44 ^^ The bit where Hyori lets it rip at the end was fucktastic. I give her props for being able to dance throughout the whole thing with the heels she had on. I mean, what is that? 6 inches?? I would have rather severed my legs than to do that, it'll be less painful (-_-;;)

I'm also gonna post DBSK's "Wrong Number" perf cos I thought it was super smooth/hot. Frankly, I quite dislike their live performances for "Mirotic" (which I find rather amusing cos they were semi-clothed and I usually prefer my men that way Xp). Honestly, I quite dislike all their other music videos but I loved their perfs of "O Jung Ban Hap" and also "Rising Sun". Basically, I love any kick ass synchronized dancing but "Purple Line" was just too damn weird for me (my dislike for that song and video knows no bounds) and I refuse to watch any perfs or the vids of "Hug" or "Balloons". Snippets of the videos already make me want to jump out of the nearest window. When it comes to DBSK, I'm really as superficial as you can get. I only like their music if they can bust a move with it. They're like porn. There's no point in just listening to it. You need the visuals.

To rephrase all of that into some form of compliment cos their fans scare the crap out of me, they're THAT aesthetically pleasing to watch whenever they dance. I mean, Junsu's pelvic thrusts just rocks my world in so many ways and looking at Jaejoong just makes me forget my own name sometimes. "Mirotic" happens to be the only music video by them I liked so I thought I'd actually love their perfs but they were just blah. Thank God, the vid and the perfs for their latest single "Wrong Number" was cool ^^ Although.........Yoochun's new hair colour here just made me lmfao.



Credits: eternalmerkamoon4 @ Youtube

I'm Baaaack!!!

Helloo everyone!! I'm back from Hong Kong and it was fantastic!!!! ^^

Apparently I missed TOP's kiss with Hyori at the MKMF Awards *dies* I mean, even I would give anything to kiss Hyori........and TOP......and GD........with Taeyang.....and TOP....with Hyori.....and GD.....with TOP.......@_@

Right. Ok. Hmmmmm.......I think I'll get back to this topic, after I've watched the performance. Cos, right now, my brain is imagining weird and wonderful things Xp

P.S. Congrats to the boys for winning the Best Artist Award (and 3 other ones which I'm not sure of)!! Woooot!!! ^^

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Just watched the performance. I want to be Hyori so badly right now that I'm mentally stopping myself from self-combusting into tiny itty little pieces of jealous Intan. She has got to be the luckiest girl in the whole freaking damn world. The boys also won for Best Male Group. Did I mention that I want to be Hyori??? I want to be Hyori.

I'll put up the performance later for you guys to watch cos right now I'm shaking in jealously plus I can't see straight what with all the mindless lustful thoughts of me in place of Hyori with TOP, Taeyang and GD during the Haru Haru performance at the awards. I want them circling around me like they want to eat me toooo!!! I want to be her dammit!!!!!!

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***Edit #2***

I can't download the performance!! It keeps getting stuck on the second half!!! &^%&$&^!!!

God, I loved the whole freaking performance!!! I think it was one of the best Special Stages ever!! Okay, maybe the YG Family collabo they did in 2007 was awesome too but man, BB and Hyori really turned the sexshay on! ^^

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